hiding

I am melting again

this time, not so good

a shadow remain

like twilight with rain

Don´t come close to me

at least, not this night

don't want you to see

me having this fight

I pray not to last

I want it to go

away from my heart

so far from my soul

Don´t look to my face

I´m not what you see

some tormented soul

is inside of me

and I am not as pure

and I am not as sane

I must be alone

and hide all this pain

I know i can win

I know i will do

be happy again

and come back to you

to give you my smile

to show you my soul

let you find myself

not half but the whole

Blushing

I melt like butter
When you speak
About affection
As you do
I start smiling
Opening like petal
As flower in the dawn
And i start blushing
Becoming red
As roses in the Sun
And i close my eyes
And try to hear
The little angels laughing
At my silly smile
And i try to see you
On the inside
To see if what is there
Is the same of what I have here.

Ghost

as a ghost you appear to me

only a voice
sometimes a whisper, a sigh
nor a face
a touch or a smile
no warmt, no breath
no skin or smell

only the idea that you can exist
in a place where i only reach in my dreams
i try to find my ways to feel your soul
cuz i can only see you in the mirror

Love path

I allways wanted to love

I allways wanted to feel

But sometimes, the love i felt

escaped from realm of real

It wandered trough woods of ilusion

it fought the beasts of deception

and ended up drowning on the river of tears

but, allways rescued, by the angel of hope

fairies of imagination try to sprinkle the dust of delusions

and dragons of reason try to pull it to the clouds of safety and sanity

but the feeling, keep following the path

and gives them no attention

my love is powerfull

and i am never afraid of the pain